December 12, 2007

"Desperate" housewife to be...

All those years at different universities and some month of employee experience I will leave behind me after this Christmas for.....

For what?!

I have finally found enough courage to accept that I will rather be happy multi talented housewife than always unhappy, stressed and do-not-have-time-for living life educated drained person called "an employee". You may think that not every employee is like that..and you will be right. I personally do not want to be an employee because after some time of working I've begun to feel that I loose myself in others life perspectives, I loose my freedom to live my life the way I want. So now when my handsome husband want to give me such opportunity I want to accept it with all my gratitude.

I'm very excited, because I'm on my way to take full control of my life. I will decide when to wake up and which clothing to have, how to smell (I like perfumes) and when to have fun....and this is just a small example of things I will and I want to do. My aim is to reach a balance with my mind and soul, to find real meaning in my life. I hope that this way of living will guide me to activity that will bring me not only joy and satisfaction but economical prosperity.

Countdown of unhappy days is begun...I'm in 10 days to my freedom.